Okay, good news! Current post won't be negative, it'll be the direct opposite!! I'm here to release positivity, everybodehh!

Went back to where it all started - Heng Ee Choir. Had a long talk with Ms Lil Cloud. And I'm starting to wonder am I the only one who actually takes in what she says? Am I the only that understands what she's trying to say? She might be kinda harsh a lot of times, I know, cause I know what she was talking about. People make mistakes, and her biggest mistake is she thinks scolding is the only way to solve problems. Perhaps she's right, although we all - as students - think its not. But you have to understand, you guys left her no choice other than scolding. Persuading rarely works on people nowadays and you can't deny that it's a fact. If you really want her to stop the scolding and start to talk to you properly, do the same to her.

My dear juniors - who are considered as seniors in that 'society' now,
I'm not really knowing the details of what's going on within your circle, I don't know what's running in your mind when it comes to the word "HEChoir". Do you feel sick, tired, exhausted, rage, depression, lost in hope, or happy, fortunate, glad, joy, passionate? Do you still remember why you came in the first place, and didn't want to leave even when you had the chance to? You tagged along until the end, you guys are graduating this year. Do you realize how many you guys have been through? Do you remember those great memories being a part of this huge family? I understand when sometimes you felt drained, practices every day, week, lost all your holidays... But trust me, you won't wanna drift around doing things that obviously wastes your adolescency. Don't tell me you'll lock yourself in your room and study if you had holidays for that. At last, you'll go out and have fun. Screw your homework, screw your results. Think about it. After having your time so fully packed, don't you have the sense that you should probably work quick and get your studies done? Rather than you have tons of time and every day, you think you still have time to study, but the end of the day you make no progress at all.

Correct me if I'm wrong, but that's my thoughts when I was in your position. They say over thinking is bad for your mental health, but do you think much enough? Whatever you're running in your head, is it enough? Are you considering the right things?

Plus, I do not think you guys are taking up your responsibility as seniors. You're not showing the correct direction to the juniors. All you do is complain and complain and complain. You're showing how terrible you feel when you're in choir. And that makes them feel terrible too. I'm not stopping you from being tired, it happens a lot. But please remember, since your involved, why not try to make fun out of it rather than wasting your time feeling bad about it? It's the same as you say "日子不论怎样都还是要过，不如开开心心地过。" Enjoy the process and you may find something meaningful in it. Learn from everything you're experiencing now, cause it really does help when you step out of that blue-white compound.

I can't type out everything I feel cause I'm out of words, heh. But if any of you, by any chance, see this post of my tweet, you can come and find me to talk about it. There's a lot that you guys are still unable to cope properly, which is causing the society to fall. It'll break soon if you don't mend it. It's the last year for you guys, make it a good one.

Believe in yourselves, I believe you guys. 加油好吗? :)