现在的心情：沮丧。
想找人谈，却不知道谁是那最佳人选。毕竟沮丧的事最好是别和别人说，不然他（们）也会跟你一起提不起劲。自己伤心就好，不要拖累别人。
可是现在就是。。很难形容的心情。
自信去哪儿了？兴致去哪儿了？快乐去哪儿了？
明明早上、下午，还好好的。和朋友们出去吃午餐，看电影。可就在那短短的一个小时里，全被覆没了。突然觉得自己很没用，变得很胆小，什么都不敢去尝试。也觉得自己没负好自己的责任。我有让他们失望吗？我自己失望了。
我觉得我快被乌云淹没了。。。
别来找我
2014/03/26
2014/03/05
What's wrong with you and being alone?
I really dislike the moments when they arranged us our jobs, and you claim that you're "alone" cause none of us are in the same department as you are. Come on la, you can't cling to your "own friends" - I may say - forever. You're in a society, we're in a society. It's about meeting and working with new people. What's the point if you just stick to the old ones? I'm not saying you shouldn't, but you gotta meet new people some day. And since you're given the opportunity, why not? I don't see that you can't socialize with people, you just don't want to!
Don't say you're alone, okay. Cause every time, you're not alone, you're never alone. Don't you realize that every department you're sent into definitely has some one you're familiar with? It's either one of us or even better, our brother dragon. You always had someone there to be with you. Us? Some times, we had to go solo - I mean to work with other "new" people. I don't see a problem with that, and neither do the others had a problem, only you. Actually, deep inside, I just hope I don't have to stick to you while working. Cause you're not as passionate as I am. When I have my hands on my job, I do them, and I will do my very best. From my point of view, you like to drag works to the last minute and finish them half-heartedly. I really don't like that. But according to the law of attraction: Don't say what you don't like or what you don't want, cause that's what you'll attract to you. I totally jinx it. I'll be working in the same department with you for one of the future events. Hip hip hoorah. I'll hide all my negative feedbacks towards you like how I always do, but please do not anger me. You know what will happen between us. You seen it happen to 'other people'.
And it's rather annoying when you kept complaining about being alone when you're waiting for your parents to fetch you. I mean, do you really know what's the feeling of being alone?? You're obviously not alone cause you constantly have people to chat to you that's why you're always looking at your phone, replying messages. You have that one person who's always there for you to bug around with. You have a group of friends who chat pointlessly all day long in the group chat. Why are you even complaining?? Do you know how it feels like when you feel lonely inside and you have absolutely no one to talk to? Do you know that awkward situation on the first day of class and you have no friends to sit with? No one to talk with? No one to gossip with? You always had a friend with you. Why are you still complaining?
I guess I'm just jealous of you, only the part where you always have some one beside you, there for you when you don't have anyone to talk to. Yeah, just that.
I'm okay being alone, without you guys. Cause those moments are chances for me to meet new people, to socialize and make my own group of 'college friends'. I also love the feeling of accomplishing something on my own, without needing a friend to constantly follow me wherever I go. Independence makes me feel satisfied. Without it, you can't do anything.
You can't do anything.
I really dislike the moments when they arranged us our jobs, and you claim that you're "alone" cause none of us are in the same department as you are. Come on la, you can't cling to your "own friends" - I may say - forever. You're in a society, we're in a society. It's about meeting and working with new people. What's the point if you just stick to the old ones? I'm not saying you shouldn't, but you gotta meet new people some day. And since you're given the opportunity, why not? I don't see that you can't socialize with people, you just don't want to!
Don't say you're alone, okay. Cause every time, you're not alone, you're never alone. Don't you realize that every department you're sent into definitely has some one you're familiar with? It's either one of us or even better, our brother dragon. You always had someone there to be with you. Us? Some times, we had to go solo - I mean to work with other "new" people. I don't see a problem with that, and neither do the others had a problem, only you. Actually, deep inside, I just hope I don't have to stick to you while working. Cause you're not as passionate as I am. When I have my hands on my job, I do them, and I will do my very best. From my point of view, you like to drag works to the last minute and finish them half-heartedly. I really don't like that. But according to the law of attraction: Don't say what you don't like or what you don't want, cause that's what you'll attract to you. I totally jinx it. I'll be working in the same department with you for one of the future events. Hip hip hoorah. I'll hide all my negative feedbacks towards you like how I always do, but please do not anger me. You know what will happen between us. You seen it happen to 'other people'.
And it's rather annoying when you kept complaining about being alone when you're waiting for your parents to fetch you. I mean, do you really know what's the feeling of being alone?? You're obviously not alone cause you constantly have people to chat to you that's why you're always looking at your phone, replying messages. You have that one person who's always there for you to bug around with. You have a group of friends who chat pointlessly all day long in the group chat. Why are you even complaining?? Do you know how it feels like when you feel lonely inside and you have absolutely no one to talk to? Do you know that awkward situation on the first day of class and you have no friends to sit with? No one to talk with? No one to gossip with? You always had a friend with you. Why are you still complaining?
I guess I'm just jealous of you, only the part where you always have some one beside you, there for you when you don't have anyone to talk to. Yeah, just that.
I'm okay being alone, without you guys. Cause those moments are chances for me to meet new people, to socialize and make my own group of 'college friends'. I also love the feeling of accomplishing something on my own, without needing a friend to constantly follow me wherever I go. Independence makes me feel satisfied. Without it, you can't do anything.
You can't do anything.
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