Oh yes.
One more depressing thing.

Fuck my memory.
And by fuck, I mean fuck.

Guess what I did!
I forgot to keep the DSLR.
Fuck isn't it?

I'm only lucky that I have cousins that are observant that helped us to keep it.
It's not my DSLR either, it's my sis's.

But what the fuck?
I. LEFT it, on the COFFEE TABLE.
How smart was I?

Plain. Genius.

That explains why I lost MY camera.

Fuck.
I swear that I will NEVER get another camera unless I LEARN to TAKE CARE of it!

Fuck this memory. Fuck this brain.

I seriously have nothing better to do. Though I can be so hardworking and start flipping SPM books.
But you know me, I'm not.

I used to tell myself to study in the holidays so the things I learnt throughout the year won't go away.
But I'm so laaaaazy.
And it's like... I've been studying hard the whole year, 2 months of holiday... Why not enjoy it first?
But I know if I keep on going like this, I'll be darn dead next year.
I won't be able to do it!!!!!!
Especially that darn darn damn damn sejarah.
DAMN.

Just got my results this evening (cause I just came back from Bukit Tinggi).
My chemistry was bad... I wasn't prepared for those OMG questions..
I know this is not an excuse.
I love chemistry.
But it's depressing cause I don't know how to answer.
When questions come, I'll go blank.
But when I learn, I can take them in so easily.
Why am I such a fail?

My BM is... better than the 3 times before. (But I expect higher. Haha! I mean, come on! I wrote my essay so awesome-ly! Well at least that's what I think it was.)
English, still can't beat last time's marks.
But I guess it's my essay. Hah, a 30-minute shit?
BC... Better than last few times as well.

Ahh, I don't know.
Still feel stressed about studying.
Don't wanna bother...................................