I seriously have nothing better to do. Though I can be so hardworking and start flipping SPM books.
But you know me, I'm not.

I used to tell myself to study in the holidays so the things I learnt throughout the year won't go away.
But I'm so laaaaazy.
And it's like... I've been studying hard the whole year, 2 months of holiday... Why not enjoy it first?
But I know if I keep on going like this, I'll be darn dead next year.
I won't be able to do it!!!!!!
Especially that darn darn damn damn sejarah.
DAMN.

Just got my results this evening (cause I just came back from Bukit Tinggi).
My chemistry was bad... I wasn't prepared for those OMG questions..
I know this is not an excuse.
I love chemistry.
But it's depressing cause I don't know how to answer.
When questions come, I'll go blank.
But when I learn, I can take them in so easily.
Why am I such a fail?

My BM is... better than the 3 times before. (But I expect higher. Haha! I mean, come on! I wrote my essay so awesome-ly! Well at least that's what I think it was.)
English, still can't beat last time's marks.
But I guess it's my essay. Hah, a 30-minute shit?
BC... Better than last few times as well.

Ahh, I don't know.
Still feel stressed about studying.
Don't wanna bother...................................