Heart Broken..

My heart, broken...
I was wishing that you were there.
I was right, you were there.
I thought you will be as excited as i was when we saw each other.
But,
It was not what i expected.

I thought you will wave excitedly at the sight of my face,
And called the nickname we both gave to each other.
But,
You just look at me,
Your face, emotionless,
Not an ounce of expression on your face,
Waving with me like you were forced to.
Then,
You turned away.
I didn't want to force you to say 'hello' to me.
So,
I walked away.


When you were ready to leave,
Your dad came and gave us red packets.
He called me your friend.
But,
I don't even think you wanted me to be your friend anymore.
When i heard your dad calling me as, 'Your friend',
My heart felt a pain, beyond description.
But i manage to stand the pain and i manage to stretched a smile across my face.
But,
It still hurts.

Is it that i'd change my hairstyle and you don't remember me anymore?
Or is it something i'd done wrong?
If that's it,
I won't want you forgive me.
But, i really wish that,
You won't forget me...
I know i won't.

-Shewin-

[To: Ah girl...]

[Wow, my 1st emo post...]